I feel suicidal even when I make worldly small mistakes and especially when I make Robbie small mistakes like when I destroyed as a pure accident $150 coffee maker I thought about slitting my wrists right then and there trying to get a entertainment Council approved by Mike Roger with school program I got a yes and then I said it might make more sense to just get a creative work center approved I got Rudy it probably wouldn’t of made sense to have after the event I was just greedy and stupid and I should’ve just said thank you I just bought the consul and I might’ve just gotten my application Applications suspended I just want to slip my wrists open I’m probably gonna make a more summarized statement with out The details
Hello Ed, I'm so sorry to hear you have been battling these thoughts. While none of us on here at VET Tv are professionally trained to help with these matters, we can definitely help give resources that may aid in helping you find some answers and hopefully feel better and less stressed/depressed. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline had a number and option to chat. Visit: https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/ Or call: 1-800-273-8255 We hope that you always feel free to reach out to us, but we also want to give resources that can better assist you. Please let us know how you are doing!